Merwin said on the last day of the world
he would plant a tree
Not for the fruit bearer
but for the one that stands
in the earth for the first time
What for
Wisdom’s genesis
Innocence. Wonder. Remembrance.
That the first and ever ancient spirits are ants and spiders
And the land is God
So when I step out into night I can feel their quiet work
Stare and crouch
with the fervor of one who has unearthed a city lost
to the wrong kind of unknowing
Glance and brood
over either shoulder, wary of thieves
But it’s just myself and the many legged gods
And mountains
whose caps like the crowns of teeth
suggest roots unseen, dark and vulnerable
And trees
whose mortality I know if I too bare my outstretched limbs
That faith in life is moved by
a delicate and dreadful energy that is Love
How can I not feel this
I want the hawk to eat and
I want the dove to thrive
The impossibility breaks my heart wide open
in agony and ecstasy
every time